Supsupsup! :D Name changed. Gfw to Sbp. Wanna know? Kayuh pelanpelan okay! hahahhaa! Well, tomorrow will be going to be a veryyyy buzy day for me. No no no, not going out on a date. But going to my cousin engagement. I wont be celebrating valentine's day. Should know the answer why. :D But anyone wanna date me? FAKE! ;P
I'm enjoying my life right now. Like seriously. I dont know what will comes next. Seeing those sweet couple makes me jealous. Thinking, when is my time? Sighh. I try to talk to you but I don't know what to say. I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything, so I don't. But inside me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how I feel. But those words may forever stay in my heart, locked inside. Sometimes, I wonder if there are words locked inside you. But I guess I'll never know. I'm learning to live without you now, but I miss you sometimes. The more I know, the less I understand. All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again. I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter. But I think it's about forgiveness, even if you don't love me anymore.
Everyone's heartbroken nowadays, but I mean, we all just gotta move on. What's the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worthwhile; when they're no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, still sit there thinking about you? Because frankly, they don't. The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It's like hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn't feel complete. But I think that's what goodbyes are. They're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last. It's a part of life.
Where have you been? Its been a MONTH! Well, your buzy with projects and stuff or whatsoever. Tired or whatsoever. Hello, who i am? Your spare girl? I dont want to say anymore. Making me sad.
Just, PARTY ALL THE TIMEEEE! Yes! Weeeeeee. *shakeshake* People's ard me just make me smile. I am so grateful to have such a friends. :D Anyway, i miss BOOOOOOOO! :( amacam? Sbp? HAHAHAHHA! ;P
Ps: i wanted SOMEONE to love who would stay: stay and be there, ALWAYS.
Warda Loves.